A Comedy of Terrors
XXVII.
IN SPACE.
AS the word was given, the balloon shot up into the air, and ascended to a great height. For this was one necessity at this time and in this place, that in effecting an escape from Paris the balloon should shoot up to as great a height as possible, so as to be out of the reach of Prussian bullets. By day, of course, this would be very difficult; but by night, even amid moonlight, it did not require any very extraordinary elevation to render a balloon indistinct or even invisible, and the height of a mile was considered sufficient.
Grimes was looking over the side of the balloon when he had seen the cab coming, and had called out in answer to Nadar. The first thing that he was conscious of after this was the astonishing movement of the firm-set earth from beneath him. The crowd in the place below fell away from him, leaving him poised in space. In spite of the efforts that he had made to familiarize himself with the practical details of aerostation, there was an inevitable novelty connected with his present position, which fairly made his brain whirl, and his stout frame tingle through every fibre. His sensations were like those which Phaeton may have had when he had traversed the first few furlongs of his aerial way, or like those which some adventurous yet inexperienced driver of a four in-hand may have when he finds that his team is bounding away from his control.
So Grimes folded his arms, knit his brows, set his teeth, drew a long breath, and then looked up. Overhead was a network of rigging, the strands holding the car to that buoyant mass which raised it in the air, while beyond this was a great globe, black and shadowy, whose capacious dimensions seemed enlarged tremendously, shutting out the whole sky.
He now looked into the car, and turned his attention to those duties that immediately demanded his care. Inside this car there were bags of ballast, and two bales containing newspapers, the common burden of every balloon that left the besieged city. There was also a lacquered tin box with the name of Grimes painted on it, — a box of no particular weight, but which showed, from the care with which Grimes handled it, that it certainly possessed in his estimation a very particular value.
All this time the lady had not moved. Grimes had placed her in a sitting posture at the bottom of the car, with her back against the seat, and had hastily flung over her head one of the shawls which M. Nadar had put in the balloon. The moon was shining, but it was low down in the sky, so that the inside of the car was in shadow, and the lady was but faintly visible. The shawl also that had been thrown over her concealed her face and outline. Grimes, in turning to consider his duties, thought first of ail of her, and, stooping over her, he felt her hands and her pulse. She was still senseless, and Grimes now began to be so anxious about her that the recent feeling of awe that had come over him as he first bounded into space gave way to a tender and all-engrossing care for the safety and recovery of the loved one.
With gentle hands he drew back the shawl a little from her face. That face was concealed by the shadow of the side of the car, and by the deeper shadow of the overhanging shawl, so that the loved features were not very distinctly revealed. Grimes held his cheek close to her lips, but no breathing, however faint, was perceptible. He began to feel a stronger and deeper care, and to regret that he had left Paris without first having her restored to sense. He sighed heavily, and then kissed with infinite tenderness the unconscious being who was so dear to him. Then he drew the shawl once more over the face, so as to protect her from the night air, and began to rub and chafe the hands.
At this work he continued for what seemed to him a long time, quite forgetful of everything but the work upon which he was engaged, and as careless about the balloon as though there was an aeronaut with him attending to the navigation of the aerial craft. But his work seemed unavailing, and no response of any kind was made, nor did any favorable signs appear. At length the thoughts of Grimes were turned to his voyage. It must be almost time to descend. How long he had been at this employment he did not know, but it seemed long, and he must already be outside the beleaguering lines. He rose up and looked out.
To his surprise he was just passing over the suburbs of Paris. The vast extent of the city lay in the distance. To his far greater surprise the land beneath him, with its houses and trees and fields, was sweeping past at tremendous speed. He seemed to be at a great height, and he could only account for the rate at which he was going on the ground that some strong wind had arisen since he left the city.
On which side of the city he was, whether north, south, east, or west, he had not the faintest idea ; and he was certainly not sufficiently familiar with the environs to form any correct opinion, even had he been closer to the ground. At that height there was a certain indistinctness in the outlines which would have puzzled even a native of Paris.
As Grimes gazed upon the scene, he soon saw that though he might not descend just now, yet his descent could not possibly be delayed for very long. For there beneath him, faster and ever faster, the earth fled away; the lines of the besieged disappeared, other lines came into view, and arrays of flashing lights and blazing fires. Suddenly a loud report like a gun-shot sounded almost immediately beneath him, and the sharp quick crack had in it something of awful menace. What if he were being aimed at ? What if another shot should be fired, and a bullet pierce the black orb above him ? The danger was altogether too terrific to be slighted. Higher and higher still he must go. Beneath was the hostile country, reaching for an unknown distance, and in passing over this he would be liable incessantly to the shots of the enemy. He might be on the thronged track of the Prussian Army; he might be driving east toward Germany. And now all thoughts of a speedy descent left him. His only thought was to escape from this immediate danger, and remain up as high and as long as possible.
Acting upon this idea he grasped two bags of ballast, and threw them out one after another. He then looked down. He saw a perceptible change. Individual objects beneath him grew far fainter and far more hazy, and soon it was difficult to distinguish anything at all. It seemed to him that on throwing out that ballast he had shot upward an immeasurable distance, and he was filled with astonishment at the exquisite sensibility to weight which his balloon had thus manifested. He also was conscious of a slight pride, for this had been the first attempt of which he had been guilty at anything like management of the balloon, andthe success which had attended his efforts caused a glow of calm self-satisfaction to pervade his being.
The moon was nOw so low on the horizon that it was beginning to sink behind the hills. From that horizon it shone fiery red, and clouds, or at least haze, seemed to accumulate there. Its red rays penetrated the sky, and threw themselves upon the rigging, and upon the great orb above, making it look like some satellite as it thus gleamed with its borrowed robe of lurid red. But the lurid glow did not long endure. The moon sank farther and farther, until at last it went out of sight.
Now the darkness was deeper, and there came to Grimes a sense of desolation. The departure of the moon was like the loss of a friend. He looked up, and then around, and then shook his head. He felt now that it was intensely cold, and thought that he had gone too high. But he was afraid to descend for some time yet, and so he concluded to endure the cold as long as he could. Yet the intensity of the cold roused once more his anxiety for his senseless companion, and he stooped down with the intention of throwing over her some additional wraps. It was now so dark inside the car that nothing could be seen, but as Grimes stooped he heard a low moan and a slight movement. At this a thrill of joy passed through him. She had revived at last; the sudden and sharp cold had, no doubt, restored her to consciousness.
He listened again. The figure moved. She raised herself, and the shawl fell back from her face. But in the deep shadow of the car the lineaments of her face were not at all discernible, and Grimes saw nothing but a certain whiteness in the place where the pale face was upturned. And as he looked he felt a thrill of infinite pity and tenderness for the loved one, who now seemed so utterly dependent upon him. And this pity was all the deeper, and this tenderness the more pure and more profound, from the fact of their unparalleled position. Because of the silence of the night, and the majesty of the overhanging heavens, and the sublime solitude of the skies, and the farreaching infinitude that bordered upon them, — for these and other reasons she seemed joined to him by the unity of a lofty fate, and by the imminence of a possible danger, which, if it did come, could be nothing less than a calamity of unspeakable horror.
Grimes was profoundly moved. He knelt down dose beside her.
She looked up, and said nothing for some time. “ Where am I ? ” she asked at last in a voice of terror.
“ With me,” said Grimes in a low voice ; and as he said this he twined his arms about her, and, drawing her gently toward him, placed her head soothingly and tenderly upon his breast, and laid his hand upon it as a mother lays her hand upon the head of a feverish child.
Thus it was then that Maud had at length struggled back to consciousness. Sense had come but slowly, and when she first moved she felt bewildered ; she lay for some time motionless, trying to collect her thoughts and recall the past. The shawl that was over her head shut out all the scene, and as the car seemed motionless to one within it, she had no other idea than that she was lying inside some house. Then at length her memory brought back the events that had preceded her swoon, and a shudder passed through her as she thought of them all. She pushed back the shawl, sat up, and looked around. It was quite dark, but not dark enough to prevent her from seeing the outline of the balloon. At first she thought that she was on the deck of a ship, for there was the rigging, and the orb of the balloon looked not unlike some distended sail. But as she looked longer other thoughts came, and the scene above her resolved itself slowly into what it really was. Then it was that she recollected the project of her flight with Carrol, and wondering how it had happened, and still full of anguish about him, she asked her mournful question.
And the answer came, in a low voice of love, soft and tender in its intonation, “ With me.” And then came the tender clasp of arms encircling her, and the gentle touch of a loving hand upon her head, as though that touch would reassure her and drive away every fear.
“ With me ” : these words were like magic, they chased away every fear, and her whole being thrilled with joy. She forgot where she was, she thought nothing of the sight that had just disclosed itself above her, she thought only of those murmured words, and of the fond encircling clasp, and of that heart of true and deathless constancy against which her head leaned, whose throbbings she could hear.
And he was safe, after all! He had been arrested, but he had escaped. He had sought her once more, and had carried her off in this hurried flight. Small difference did it now make to her how she was flying, or whither she was flying, so long as she was with him,—now while she felt him upholding her and clinging to her with such fondness, such tenderness.
And Grimes thought : After this I ’m willing to die. Life has nothing more to offer. I ’ve seen its ups and downs ; have been at the deepest depths, and now am at the highest flight of human bliss. I 've saved her, — I ’ve saved her ! I ’ve got nothing more now to hope for in life that can begin to come up to this in the way of pure, unmitigated, and superhuman glory !
And Maud thought: How sweet, how sweet it is ! Is it not worth while to know sorrow, if only to be able to experience the joy that may be felt when that sorrow is removed ? I wonder if there is any danger Danger ? I neither know nor care. I am willing to meet danger, or even death, so long as I know that he is with me. I could die at this moment, if only his arms should be around me.
Grimes was not altogether neglectful of practical things, in spite of his superhuman rapture. But these practical thoughts were simply variations upon the one theme. They were anxious desires to secure the comfort of his companion. He busied himself with arranging the wraps about her so as to keep her, as far as possible, from the cold night air. On all these acts Maud made no remark. To her they only afforded fresh proofs of the love of Carrol, and consequently each endearing act only afforded her a fresh delight.
In the midst of her great happiness, however, there came one thought that gave her a passing care. It was the thought of Mrs. Lovell. What had become of her? Was she safe? This thought created a sudden agitation.
She removed the shawl from her face, and asked, in a low and agitated voice, “Oh ! — my sister! — is she — is she safe ? ”
Grimes bent low over her and murmured, “ Yes, darling, safe.”
And drawing her closer to him he kissed fervently and tremulously the one whom he so fondly loved, pressing his lips to hers again and again. Maud murmured some unintelligible words, and with a final kiss, long drawn, rapturous, and never to he forgotten, Grimes drew the shawl over her face, and with a sigh of ecstasy restored that dear head to its former place.
The time that had elapsed had not been regarded by either. It seemed short, but it may have been hours. Grimes wondered about this, and tried to form an estimate : he could not. He now cast his eyes upward, and the sight that met them startled him.
The sight that met his eyes was the sight of utter nothingness. It was dark, but not intense darkness. It seemed rather to be an impenetrable and intensely gloomy mist. For a short distance up the outlines of the rigging were slightly perceptible, and then they faded out. He sat motionless and wondering; and now, as he sat and stared up, it seemed to grow darker and dimmer every moment, the shadows growing deeper, the obscurity more profound, the gloom more terrible. Finally nothing at all could be seen, not the outlines of the ringing, not even the hand before his face ; no visible thing remained; nothing was left but the blackness of darkness.
At first there was a vague idea in his mind that he had ascended so high that he had reached a place where all light failed and darkness was eternal ; but this passed, and others came equally wild and equally unsatisfactory. Of all this Maud was perfectly ignorant, for the wraps that covered her head shut out all this scene. But as for Grimes, his surprise deepened into anxiety, and his anxietv became gradually more and more intolerable, until at length he had to make up his mind to tear himself away from the sweet communion which he was maintaining. But he wished to do so in a way that would not create any alarm in the mind of his companion. How to do this was very difficult, but it had to be done.
So he murmured a few words, speaking in a low voice, for the darkness and the deep drear silence produced an overpowering awe and hushed his voice to solemn tones. He therefore said something about “ ropes ” and “ the balloon,” and then gently untwining his fond encircling grasp he tenderly laid Maud so as to let her lean against the seat in her old position, after which he rose to his feet, and, standing there, looked forth into space.
XXVIII.
THE SECRET PLACE OF THUNDER.
HIS eyes encountered a wide waste, a drear nothingness, an impenetrable gloom, a darkness utter and inconceivable. It was the abomination of desolation. It was the abysm of the uncreate, the chaos of formless matter ; a void, direful, abhorrent, tremendous ; a void where the darkness shut out all the light of hope, and where the shadow of death seemed to rest.
Now, had there been the fury of the storm mingling with that gloom, or had the wrath of the tempest been manifest, then there would have been something to mitigate the effect of that unparalleled outlook ; for then there would have been something which could appeal to some sense, and in the beating of the blast, however pitiless, or in the howling of the tempest, however wrathful, there would have been some indication of the presence of nature and of nature’s law. But here no movement arose amid the deep darkness, no wind swept through the void, no hurricane gave forth its voice. All was emptiness, motionless, still.
Yet in the midst of this terrific stillness the awe-struck gazer into space became at length conscious of sounds, and it was with something like relief that he detected that which showed that, though sight was useless, there still remained an occupation tor other senses. It was a sound, distant, low, and almost undistinguishable at first, — a murmur, so faint that he fancied, more than once, that it might be the vibrations of the nerve within himself, rather than the actual waves of sound from without. But its persistency and its gradual increase showed at last that it was external ; and as he listened it grew with startling rapidity, until at last it assumed the character of a steady sustained sound, a low, distant droning sound, of so peculiar a nature that it was quite impossible to attribute it to anything with which he was acquainted. This then was the only thing that indicated the existence of any external world, and to this he directed all his attention.
Nature, however, was at that time exerting her might, and all the air was in commotion ; but the balloon was almost like the air itself, and was driven before the blast with a speed equal to that of the blast. It was borne upon the wings of the wind, yet for that very reason there was no wind perceptible to him who sought to penetrate the gloom that surrounded him. Wind and tempest are only possible when they beat upon an obstacle ; the balloon, however, was no obstacle, but drove along with the wind, with the tempest, and with the clouds.
And now the sound, the low, droning sound, drew nearer and nearer, and grew deeper and louder. At length it grew sufficiently definite in its tone to assume a resemblance to things that were familiar, and to Grimes, as he listened, it seemed as though some mighty wave was sweeping toward him, — some wave like the first of those vast surges that may be seen and heard as thev sweep up the empty bed of the tidal rivers of America ; it seemed like a rushing, rolling tide, sweeping toward him with resistless violence.
He had no reason now to mourn over the absence of nature and of nature’s works ; for these sounds were at length unmistakable, and showed that it was no empty void, no chaos, that he was traversing, but the earth itself, his home, with its alternations of land and sea. And now he began to understand what was really the nature of that sound. Yes, it was the sea, and nothing else. He had been swept off the land and out to sea. Time had fled rapidly indeed, while he had been sitting there, lost to all thoughts of the external world in the flood of tenderness and love ; and thus he had allowed himself to be borne to where escape was perhaps impossible. By the short time that had elapsed since first he had heard the sound, he was able to estimate the speed of his flight, and to see that, instead of being poised motionless in some deep calm, he was in reality in the grasp of a terrible hurricane, that was driving him onward with tremendous swiftness in the path of its own progress ; though where that path might lead his eyes failed to discern, as they struggled vainly to penetrate through the night and the enveloping clouds.
The sea !
That was now the one thought that he possessed, the one thought that engrossed all others.
The sea ! what sea ?
There were several seas around France. Over which of these was he now driving? South was the Mediterranean. Was it indeed possible that time enough had elapsed to allow of his being carried over the vast distance that separates Paris from the southern border of France ? He could not believe this. Had he been driving north then, and was this tine British Channel ? It might be so. Had he finally been driven west, and was this the Atlantic Ocean ? That, indeed, was a thought of horror, yet the thing was only too possible. It seemed to him now that he must be over either the British Channel or else the ocean itself. Of these alternatives the latter meant utter ruin and despair ; but the former left some room for hope and even consolation. He rather clung to hope. He chose rather to think that it was the narrower sea, and to hope that beyond the roaring of these waters and the rush of these waves there lay a land like that which he had left behind, where it might be possible to find an escape at last.
Meanwhile Maud had been reclining at the bottom of the car in the position in which Grimes had left her, leaning in as easy a position as possible against the side, and waiting to see what was to be done. The shawl which he had wrapped around her still covered her face, protecting her from the cold and from the damp. To her the balloon seemed motionless. It did not avail to distract her thoughts from other subjects which now occupied her mind. For she was thinking of Carrol, of the misunderstanding that had arisen between them, of the dark alienation that had arisen, of the separation and astonishing meeting on board the steamer, of his apparent aversion, of their lives apart, of their chance meeting and their final explanation and understanding. Above all she thought of this last incident in their mutual history, so wonderful, so unaccountable, She had seen him arrested ; she had fallen to the floor, in her despair, senseless. She had been long unconscious, but had finally awaked to find herself with him, alone with him, out of the world, in the realms of the upper air.
She recalled every incident of that awakening. She thought how he had been roused by her movement and had come to her. She recalled his words of tenderness, his acts of devotion, his deep and all-absorbing love. His arms had been round her; she had reclined upon him ; she had listened to his murmured words of love; she ; had felt his kisses upon her lips. What happiness, what bliss had been hers ! What an ending was this to the sorrow that she had known !
And now, as she no longer felt his encircling arms, she began to experience a sense of loneliness. Where was he ? Where had he gone ? Why was he so silent ? What was he doing ? He had gone to arrange something connected with the balloon. What was his task ? He made no sound. What had become of him ? The deep silence became oppressive, and at length she became conscious of a low deep moan that seemed to rise from beneath her. To this she listened for some time, until at length she could endure it no longer, and began to feel uneasy at the silence. She felt deserted, and a wild fear of danger arose.
She started up and groped around with her hands. The car was not large, and in the darkness her hands touched Grimes, who was unable to repress a start and an exclamation of surprise. But the touch of her hand at once aroused him from the gloomy thoughts in which he had been indulging, and reawakened those tenderer emotions which for a short time had been forgotten. He drew her close to him, and, encircling her fondly with one arm, with the other hand he proceeded very anxiously and carefully to arrange the shawl about her head. He said nothing, however, for the solemn sense of peril was still uppermost in his mind, and he felt that if he spoke he would inevitably speak of this. But he wished to spare his dear love as far as possible all pain, all knowledge of danger ; and he hoped yet that the danger might be passed, and that she might reach the land so pleasantly that no thought of the terrors of the journey should ever come to her mind. He held his tongue, and contented himself with acts of tender carefulness.
Maud, as she stood there, looked forth and saw that darkness and that gloom which had so impressed the stout heart of Grimes. Beneath her she again heard, and this time far more impressively than before, the droning cadence of the waves ; the sound of many waters, which, penetrating thus through the gloom to her ears, carried a certain dismal warning to her soul. She clung closer to Grimes. Her heart throbbed painfully, and at last even bis protecting arms could not altogether repel the advancing terror.
“ O, I ’m afraid ! ” she moaned. “ I ’m so afraid ! ”
Grimes said nothing. He pressed her closer to his heart. His hand wandered over her shawl, as though by thus ministering to her comfort he might secure her safety. His silence increased her fears.
“ O, I ’m afraid ! ” she murmured once again. “ What will become of us ?” And with a shudder she clung more closely to Grimes.
Now Grimes himself had been so overawed by the solemn presence of night and storm and darkness and the shadow of death, and lie had experienced such direful emotions at the thought of that angry ocean that lay roaring beneath ready to ingulf them, that he had no words of consolation to offer, and nothing to say that might disarm the fears of another. He did not wish her to share his anxiety ; but since she had gazed with her own eyes upon the terrors of the scene, he had nothing to offer by which those terrors could be disarmed. He could only follow the natural impulse of his heart, and clasp her closer to him, and say to her in low tones, “O my darling! don’t be afraid. I’m with you.”
“Yes,” sighed Maud, “ I forgot. I ’ll try to be patient.” And with these words she sat down in her former position at the bottom of the car.
Once more Grimes turned to confront the peril of his situation, and to plan in his own mind some way of escape. Escape? How was it possible ?
Shall I descend ? thought he.
Descend ?
But why should he descend ? What was it that lay beneath him ? Was it the ocean or the channel ? This was the question, and how could he find any answer to that question ? Was it the ocean or the channel ? If the one, he was lost, and all his bright hopes shattered, and the blessed future torn forever away from his grasp ; if the other, there was a chance, faint indeed, but still a chance of escape. Was it the ocean or the channel? Terrible question ! Unanswerable problem !
Shall I pull the valve-string and descend ?
Descend ? Where ? Why ? Descend ? Why descend ? To what place ? For what purpose ? Descend ? Why, in any case a descent now could only mean a fall into the sea, and that sea just now, just here, even if it should happen to be the channel, could only serve one purpose, and that would be to ingulf them. Descend ? No, the thought could not be entertained.
What then ? Should he ascend ?
This was a different thing altogether. It was a bolder question. A question, indeed, so bold that he might well pause before he decided upon adopting such a course. To descend was death ; but to ascend, what was that ? Was it death or safety ?
Such were the thoughts that agitated the soul of Grimes.
And all the while there came up the deep drone of the rolling billows, the noise of many waters, and never ceased to remind him of the peril of the hour, and of the fate that lay in wait for him — and for her.
Had the balloon kept the same altitude, or had it been gradually descending? This thought came to him. He put his head over the side of the car and listened. There came to his ears the same drone of the waves, but whether he had descended lower or not he could not tell. Any exact estimate of his distance from the earth was impossible, yet the sound seemed near enough to suggest the propriety of putting a greater distance between him and it ; and so as he arose once more to his former position, and asked himself the question, Shall I ascend ? the waters below gave forth an answer that had an unmistakable meaning.
That meaning which he understood was, Ascend ! Avoid us ! Keep away, as far as possible, from our pitiless wrath !
Meanwhile Maud sat at the bottom of the car, listening and thinking, listening to the roar of the waves, thinking of Carrol. It seemed strange indeed to her, that, after their prolonged sorrow, they should be joined again, stranger still that they should be joined under such circumstances, but most strange and at the same time most sad, that, being thus joined, they should still be exposed to that merciless fate which, like a Nemesis, seemed ever to pursue them. For ever amid her meditations there came the sound of the waves of the sea, and that sound now signified to her mind nothing less than renewed disaster, and perhaps complete destruction.
The cold of the upper air and the chill of the enveloping clouds affected her, and she felt them through the shawls which were gathered about her ; yet the chill grasp of the hand of Night was robbed of half its power by the hot and feverish influence of the thoughts that passed through her mind. Where were they going ? What were they doing ? Carrol had madly carried her off in the balloon ; but did he understand the balloon, and did he know what was to be done in the dire emergency in which they now found themselves ? And what was he doing now ? She began to comprehend that he was puzzled and bewildered, and that he was trying to think of some way of effecting their escape. The thought filled her heart with despair, and as she considered his inexperience and ignorance the last hope of escape died out.
Shall I ascend or not ?
Such was the thought of Grimes.
And now with inconceivable abruptness, bursting into the midst of the night, dashing all the dark aside and transforming in one - moment all that impenetrable blackness to one universal glow of fiery red, there came a sudden flash, coming from no one direction, but flaming everywhere for a moment, and then dying out utterly. And then, before Grimes could collect his thoughts that had been scattered and dissipated by the shock of that lurid flash, there followed a long, deep thunder-peal, that rolled all around them, and went volleying on through all the heavens in long reverberations.
Grimes stood motionless until the last peal of the long - reverberating thunder had died away in the distance. Then, at length, he knew what he was to do. In that long, deep, wrathful thunder-volley he had heard the answer to his question. From that answer there was no appeal. It sent forth to his ears a voice, menacing, gloomy, terrific, and even the stout heart of Grimes shrank back from the terrors of its presence. From this his one thought was now to fly ; and he stooped down hastily and snatched at several of the ballast-bags, and hurled them out one after another.
Maud had not seen the red flash, for her head was infolded by the shawl; but she had heard the terrible thunderpeal. As its first low, rising sound came to her ears, she thought it was the surf beating upon some rocky shore upon which they were driving. Every nerve thrilled with horror; and she drew herself up with that instinctive movement by which one tries to prepare himself for some inevitable collision. But the collision did not come ; and the sound deepened into grander volume till the thunder-peal made itself manifest to her. Yet this discovery lessened her horror not one whit. As well, she thought, might they be driving against the pitiless cliffs of an iron-bound shore, as to be up here in this place of terror, among the withering lightning-flashes, in the secret place of thunder. She was aware of Grimes’s exertions, though she did not know what he was doing, and she felt the car oscillate beneath his movements.
She removed the shawl and looked up with a shudder of terrible apprehension, with the fear of one who expected to see Death itself. She said not a word. She looked, with all her being in her eyes.
There came before her sight the dim outline of her companion, and the ropes of the rigging and the network, and the dark figure of the overhanging orb.
All these grew less shadowy and more substantial every moment, until at length something like the actual forms of tangible things could be seen, though as yet the gloom of night kept them indistinct. But beyond this her eyes saw a place where the gloom of night came not ; for, looking over the edge of the car, her gaze wandered far away into distant space, and there from that remote infinity there shone full before her a clear, tranquil star. In its calm, cold ray her feverish spirit seemed to sink to rest and quiet; and the light of the star showed her that the horror of great darkness had passed.
XXIX.
OVER THE CLOUDS AND OVER THE SEA.
THUS by throwing out that ballast the balloon had been elevated beyond the region of the storm into one of calm, or at least to one where the clouds did not follow. Grimes once more felt a momentary thrill of selfcomplacency at this second proof of his power to navigate the machine, but the anxieties of his position were too great to allow such a feeling to last. He was still as ignorant as ever of his whereabouts, and merely knew this, that the sea was beneath him, and between him and that sea a thunderstorm was raging.
Grimes looked over the side of the car upon the scene beneath. There lay a vast abyss, without form, and void, of intense blackness ; out from the midst of this abyss he saw the sudden flash of the lightning, now in long forked lines which seemed to pierce the whole misshapen mass with destructive fury, again in one sudden uplifting of universal light. After this followed the deafening thunder. To Grimes it seemed as though this scene of destruction was taking place on the earth itself, as though the world were going to ruin, and that the time had come for the consummation of all things ; and though he on the wings of his balloon rode sublime in the crystalline sky, yet he would gladly have exchanged his exaltation for any place, however lowly, upon the solid earth.
Now the deepest anxiety filled his heart. Every moment some portion of the gas escaped ; the balloon grew less and less buoyant ; and at last a time would come when, after the last fragment of ballast had been thrown out, it could rise no more, but must begin its steady and uninterrupted descent to the earth or to the sea.
In vain the eyes of Grimes wandered around over every part of the sky. If he could but see any sign of land, no matter how bleak and bare it might be, if it was but the peak of some mountain, he would feel relief. But no land appeared ; and out of that flaming abysm below no mountain-crest reared itself to meet his gaze. The night also, the long duration of this darkness, troubled him. Would it never end ? Would morning never come ? Amid this darkness it was impossible to decide upon any course of action, since his plans had to be made up in accordance with his surroundings. He could no longer hear the roar of waves, even though he tried hard in the occasional pauses between the thunderpeals. Perhaps he had traversed a narrow sea and was now over some land ; perhaps he had gone up so far that the sound of the waves could not reach him ; or perhaps his ears were so dulled by the thunder that the lesser sound of waves could not be distinguished. But whatever the cause was, he could no longer hear that sound.
Maud crouched in the bottom of the car, hiding her eyes from the lightning-flashes and closing her ears to the thunder-peals. The time seemed endless ; and each hour, as it passed, lengthened itself out intolerably, until at length Grimes began to notice that the lightning flashed less frequently, and that the thunder-peals followed each other at longer intervals.
The subsidence of the storm aroused his hope. For if this should die out, then the clouds might also be dissipated ; and if he should survive till morning, the earth would not be shut out from his view. With hopes like these he still watched and listened patiently. And the lightning grew rarer and rarer, and the thunder less frequent and less loud, until at length both ceased altogether. But now the scene beneath was no longer lighted up by those vivid flashes which had formerly illumined it, and what lay there was once more a black abysm, a void of nothingness.
The hours of the night passed on. Maud remained silent and motionless. The storm had ceased, the lightning flashed no more, and the thunder-peals no longer sounded in her ears; but she did not move from her position, nor make a sign. There were two strong feelings in her heart that kept her quiet. One was a feeling of intense terror and apprehension. This journey amid the clouds and darkness, with the dread accompaniment of thunder and lightning, must end in utter ruin. The other feeling was one of deep concern for her dear love, who now had the care of her upon his heart, and was standing there watching and waiting. Perhaps he was bewildered through his ignorance of balloon navigation ; perhaps he was silent through despair; perhaps he had some plan, and was devoting all the energies of his mind and body toward carrying that plan into accomplishment. And thus Maud, in her terror for herself and in her love for her dear companion, remained motionless, through the conviction that if there was any possibility of safety it must depend upon her companion’s perfect vigilance and absolute freedom from interruption.
The cessation of the storm had resulted in a quiet so profound that no sound was heard. The quiet reassured her, and gradually the haunting terror of her heart grew fainter. Gradually, too, the fatigue and the excitement through which she had passed produced their natural effect. She was worn out by the events of that day and night; and as the tremendous pressure of excitement and immediate terror was removed, her mind grew more at rest, and slowly she let herself sink into a light and gentle sleep.
But Grimes still watched, and the hours of the night passed slowly on. More than once he had been surprised at the stillness of Maud, and had stooped down, fearing that she might have again fainted. The first time he took her hand, and she returned a gentle pressure without saying a word. The next time she gave no pressure of her hand ; but her hand was warm, and by her gentle and regular breathing he knew that she was asleep. This assurance gave him intense delight, for his chief trouble all along was the fear lest his dear love might be suffering.
At length Grimes saw a faint glow of light on the horizon, and hailed with joy the appearance of the dawn. On that quarter lay the east; but it was impossible to tell, even by that assistance, in what direction he was going ; still day was coming, and soon it would be light, and then all would be revealed. The progress of the dawn seemed painfully slow ; and again and again he impatiently withdrew his eyes, and tried in vain to fix them elsewhere. But there was about the dawn a glory and a charm that Grimes found resistless ; and so, as often as he withdrew his eyes, they wandered back again.
Suddenly there came to his ears a faint plashing sound that made him start. It sounded like the dashing of water. He looked over the side of the car. Again the sound came to his ears, and yet again, yet nothing was visible to his eyes. Beneath him there was a dull, opaque gloom, in which nothing whatever was discernible; nor was he able to make out whether it was land, or sea, or the dense clouds which hours ago had stretched in flame and uproar beneath. Yet there was no mistake about the sound, and again the thought came that it might he the sea.
He had now something else to attract his gaze. The eastern sky lost its ascendency in his thoughts. The mystery beneath now arose to a prominent place, What was it? He leaned over, and strained his eager eyes into the gloom. He began to notice something like motion there. What was this motion ? Was it rolling clouds, or was it the movement of waves ? As he listened, he once or twice thought that the sounds seemed surprisingly near. At length the moving objects beneath him became more distinctly revealed in the increasing light ; at length he saw the movement all beneath and around him, regular and recurrent, while the sound that accompanied that movement was the sound of clashing waves, of boiling surges, of foaming, seething billows.
Yes, it was the sea.
Suddenly all was revealed. To his utter amazement he saw that this sea was immediately beneath him. He could see it at last distinctly. Not more than thirty feet seemed to intervene between him and it, and the balloon was scudding with the speed of the storm-wind over its surface. A moment before it seemed as though the balloon was motionless in a calm. Now he perceived that it was rushing along at a rate of speed such as the hurricane alone may attain.
He understood all now in a moment. The balloon had been losing its buoyancy, and had been gradually descending for hours. He had just noticed this in time. What should he do now? Should he arrest that flight ? But how ? He had heard of aeronauts throwing out a rope and allowing it to trail in the water. This he thought of, but saw no rope that was adapted for his purpose. There was only one thing left, and that was to lighten the balloon and once more ascend. He threw out several bags of ballast, and the balloon arose once more, and passed up so high that the sight and the sound of the sea was left behind.
But the day was coming on, and soon the sea would reappear in the gathering light. Steadily that light now increased. Grimes watched the scene beneath, and gradually beheld it assume the form of waves, no longer lying close beneath him and sending the din of its billows up to his ears, but far away below, at an immense distance,— so far that, as the waves became defined in the increasing light, they assumed the appearance of wrinkles upon the face of the water.
The light grew stronger. Day advanced. At last daylight conquered the darkness ; and though the sun was not yet up, still the whole scene beneath was revealed to the gaze of Grimes.
There was the sea. All around, the horizon. Upon that horizon no signs of land were visible. At one point which lay to the north there was an accumulation of clouds, but what they concealed he could not know. It was the sea, but what sea ?
Not the channel, for now he saw that if he had crossed that place he would see land beneath him by this time, and not water. Could it be the Mediterranean ? He thought not, for he had heard the sound of the surf too soon to have had time to reach that sea. What then ? Only one thing remained. It must be the Atlantic-
This thought had once before come to him, and he had struggled with it; but now it came again, full, clear, manifest, and attested by the evidence of his senses. At this confirmation of his worst fears lie stood perfectly overwhelmed, staring at the world-wide ocean. In one place he saw a ship many miles away, but it grew fainter and fainter.
There was now only one thought in his mind.
The Atlantic !
There was now not one ray ofliope. He could do no more. What remained ? Nothing but to meet his fate like a man. But since life had thus run out, why should he not enjoy its last brief moments ; or why, since he had so short a time left to live, should he keep himself any longer apart from that dear one over whom his soul yearned with such intense fondness.
He stooped down, and, stealing his hand under the shawl that enveloped Maud’s head, he took her little hand in his, and sat looking at her with a face full of unutterable love and longing, with all the fervent love of his strong nature expressed upon his glowing face.
Maud in her light sleep felt that touch, and it thrilled through her. She waked at once, but the touch was so sweet, and reminded her so tenderly of her dear fond lover, that she remained motionless for some little time, just for the sake of prolonging that exquisite sentiment of bliss and ecstasy. For it was his hand. He was here. He was by her side. He was all her own. She did not give one thought to the very extraordinary fact that both of them were in a balloon, and interchanging their feelings in space. Of the balloon and of space she had no thought. It was her sweet, sweet love only, and the fond encircling clasp of that dear hand.
And now Grimes longed to feast his eyes with a sight of that dear face whose exquisite lineaments were impressed indelibly upon his memory. So he reached forth his other hand, and began gently, and lovingly, and tenderly, to draw aside the shawl which enveloped that face, and concealed it from him. Maud felt the gesture ; and as the shawl was slowly removed, she remained still, awaiting the moment when his dear hand, having withdrawn the veil, her eyes should gaze upon his adored face. At this prospect a delicious sense of expectation filled her mind ; a sweet confusion gave a zest to her joy ; and a delicate flush passed over her face.
The shawl was drawn away.
For an instant Maud sat with a flush mantling her exquisitely lovely face, and her eyes downcast, while a faint smile hovered around her lips. At length, in the full assurance of perfect happiness, she raised her eyes.
The blow of this discovery had already fallen upon Grimes. As he drew back the shawl he saw her face for the first time distinctly, and saw that it was Maud Henthcote. The blow was tremendous. He was stunned. He did n’t think of anything. He did n’t try to account for anything. He did n’t wonder where Mrs. Lovell really was. He did n’t have any thought at all. He was simply stunned.
And so it was that, when Maud, in the full assurance of perfect happiness, raised her eyes, this is what she saw.
She saw the man Grimes staring at her. He was still clutching her hand, and holding up the shawl. He was now rigid in that position as though petrified. His eyes were glassy, staring ; opposite her, but seeing her not; while on his face there was an expression of dumb, inarticulate amazement; the expression of a soul in a state of collapse ; of a mind in a state of daze ; the vacuity of thought ; the look of a being who, having gone out ot his senses, was approaching the regions of doddering imbecility.
As Maud looked upon this man the flush passed away from her face, and was succeeded by a ghastly pallor and an expression of dull and torpid terror; her ashen lips parted to utter a cry which yet did not escape them ; with a frightful shudder she tore her hand away from his clasp, and flung herself back in a recoil of deadly abhorrence.
Of this Grimes took no notice; and so he sat, regarding her with his dazed eyes, while Maud sat staring at him in fixed and rigid horror.
James DeMille.